If one were to walk across West 35th Street between 5th and 6th Avenues on a weekday morning, one might be inclined to walk past the office building next to an old Irish pub without giving the complex a second thought. Unless you had planned to go there ahead of time, the building was inconspicuous. The grey building almost begged to go unnoticed. You might notice the newsstand towards the end of the block and perhaps you’d peek in at the tailor’s shop or even the barber shop’s windows further down. Men and women would stop and give the newsie a nickel for their paper and perhaps even stop to get their shoes shined the next block over on a comfortable spring day. Businessmen, eager to read about what Truman might be doing concerning the steel worker’s strike, glided by the place perhaps frustrated at the prospect of a sitting duck President and the impact his actions might have on the economy of the country. In the office building at 25 W 35th street, however, the events of the nation or indeed the world economy – while of casual interest – seemed of little importance to Clark White as he stared out of his 4th floor window. His neck itched from the fabric around his old shirt collar as he’d discovered that he smoked his last cigarette not 20 minutes ago. The bourbon in the flask at his desk had long since been emptied and now the prospect of the wait in a long uneventful day seemed a bit of a chore to him. There hadn’t been a new client in weeks and one by one men and women would rush past the office building as he stared after them from his office window. None of them even gave a thought to old crotchety Larry who begged for change outside the next door pub. They all walked past him smug and secure in their status in life knowing that wherever they had to go was so much more important -that indeed their lives themselves – were so much more important than that of a drunken hobo’s. Clark had grown accustomed to this casual disinterest that had become humanity’s most characteristic trait. He watched, he observed, and he followed everyone who walked past and tried his best to guess where they were headed and moreover who each of them were and where they might fit in this scheme of the globe that we call life. It had become his own personal pastime and he embraced it with vigor. Besides he needed some mental exercise to keep his faculties sharp during fallow times.
Clark was truly in the nadir of his life. Clara had upped and left taking the kids 5 months ago with barely a hint of protest on his behalf, and the solitude he’d subsequently discovered nurtured the healthy stoic bliss he felt on occasion. It felt peaceful to be alone like sunlight broken by the branches of a row of trees leaving just the right amount of shade. Still, these were the down times. There was hardly a client in months and he’d taken to letting his secretary, Barbara, leave early several days a week to save money. After many years in the private detective business, he had gone through feast and famine and had come to expect each in cyclical measure.
Then, he spotted her. He recognized her as the woman who worked the gift shop at the Empire State Building. He had been there just last week to pick up a gift for his Aunt Myrtle. He remembered her charm and the natural grace in which she walked. She was quite a remarkable woman. She appeared to be about 35 years old, and though she dressed plainly in a faded blue blouse and grey plaid skirt it was as if an inner beauty resonated from her like a shining jewel. She’d look like a million bucks no matter what she wore. Her medium length black hair had been arranged in a bun with random loose strands falling across her shoulders. As she walked towards his building, Clark thought that she looked just as he remembered her. Then she paused, tossed old Larry what appeared to be a dime and headed inside. Clark assumed she must have had some business with the other office but to his surprise just seconds later he heard a simple knock on his door. It was her.
He remembered that he had sent Barbara home and leaped out of his spot by his office window into the anteroom leading to the door in the hallway remembering to straighten his tie along the way. “My apologies, Mam, as my secretary has left early for the day. Follow me.” He led her to his office and introduced himself, “To what do I owe the pleasure, Ms . . .?”
“Davenport, Beverly Davenport.”
“Yes, I remember you from just two weeks ago. I went to the gift shop to purchase a gift for my Aunt. I must say it made quite the impression.”
“Scale models of the building often do make good gifts, Mr. White. I’m glad she liked it.”
“So, to my original question. To what do I owe the pleasure, Ms. Davenport.”
“My sister, Cecily, is missing. I would like for you to find her. I think she’s in some kind of trouble.”
“What kind of trouble?”
“I believe she’s been kidnapped. I found a ransom note this morning.”
“Why come to me? Why haven’t you gone to the police?”
“Because the note specifically says that if I were to involve the police that they would murder her.”
“Do you have the note with you?”
“Yes, it’s right here in my purse.”
“Before I look at it. Tell me a little about your sister. What does she look like?”
“Well, Mr. White, she looks just like me. You see we are identical twins. I was raised by mother on a poultry farm in Delaware while my father took charge of Cecily raising her here in the city. Our family split up when we were just babies and Mama raised me with help from my uncle Phil. She never re-married but when Mama fell ill and passed away of consumption a year ago, I felt there was nothing left for me in Delaware, and I thought I’d relocate here in New York City to reconnect with my sister. Father wanted nothing to do with me. My existence had been nothing but a nuisance to him and he let me know upon my arrival that I was to make my own way in the world and that I should not expect him to carry the same burden for me as he did for Cecily. I assured him I would find work and that he needn’t concern himself with me if that was his wish. I only wanted to get to know my sister and Cecily had expressed the same interest in getting to know me. I then picked myself up by my own boot straps and secured my position at the Empire State Building gift shop, found a cheap room for rent, and these last 6 months have been some of the happiest times of my life living and working in this city getting to know my sister in the process.”
Clark became instantly intrigued by Beverly’s story. He listened as she spoke plainly and eloquently about her life. He became transfixed by the sound of her voice and the movement of her lips and how beautiful those lips were unadorned by lipstick. Her round face gave each expression –from concern to focus to frustration over her set of circumstances to anxiety about the whereabouts of her sister – each of these expressions danced across her face like the beauty of an elegant poem, the kind Clark could never write even if he tried. Her milky white neckline appeared to beckon him to bring his lips closer so that he might kiss her, but he knew this to be nothing more than a fit of temporary delusion. Still, he found himself drawn closer to her as she spoke. He briefly looked at the ransom note and listened as she spoke of her sister’s impending engagement to a man named Henry Collins, a young bank teller who had been in business with her father. It was as if the room darkened around her and she was his only source of light as she described how her sister had been raised in a rather luxurious fashion and how her manners were not up to par with what her mother had taught her. The anguish in her eyes moved him as she described how she had wished she had grown up with her sister and how her sister was the only family she had left. Suddenly, as if becoming self-aware of his own crush he decided to speak. He needed to say something anything to clear up his mind and re-focus though he had been paying attention to her every word ever so intimately.
“If you were any other dame I’d be suspicious of your story but I believe every word you’ve told me is true,” he said pulling himself back towards his chair reaching for a non-existent cigarette. He then added, “You wouldn’t happen to have a smoke on you, would ya?”
“No, Mr. White. I don’t smoke.”
“Nasty habit, and my advice is that you never do. Call me Clark if you will.”
“Clark . . . why would you say you’d be suspicious if I were . . . someone else.”
“Identical twins,” Clark said, “If a woman were lying it’s because she’d need a man like me to go on a wild goose chase to serve some kind of a purpose probably having to do with a family fortune or inheritance of some kind. If she weren’t lying, and that’s what I believe, then she’d be a woman in great danger.” Clark paused for a minute in silent reflection then blurted out, “Beverly what you need is a bodyguard not a private detective. It’s fortunate for you that you’ve come here to me because I can provide both services in one. Did anyone follow you here?”
“No, why would anyone do that and why would anyone lie about a matter like this?”
“Beverly, you may be the only woman in this town without a sense of guile. Most women . . . well every woman I’ve met anyway . . . they represent themselves one way while really being another. No one is ever completely honest and no one is ever completely themselves. We all show ourselves to be the way we would like people to see us. Men do it too obviously, but women . . . society drills it into them to present themselves a certain way even if they’re not. Men have more liberties to expose their personalities as they please. Women don’t have that kind of freedom so they adapt and usually only a very keen eye could discern the true nature of a woman and know whether or not she is who she makes herself out to be. I have one of those keen eyes and I after scrutinizing your every word and movement I know that you are who you say you are, and I think you’re in trouble.”
“I’m not sure what you mean. What does this have to do with my sister and why would someone present themselves falsely? How am I in trouble?” Beverly flustered.
“Sometimes it’s something that’s done without even thinking. Usually, there’s no true harm meant in it. It’s second nature for women to want to illicit sympathy and to promise a nurturing ear, shoulder, and more for the sympathizer. That’s how women win husbands, my dear, and most of the time the deception to whatever degree that it is a deception results in the mutual benefit of two the parties. Then, before one knows it children arrive, and legacies are made and what had once been a quid pro quo becomes a lifelong commitment that everyone is content to partake in. It’s only when the curtain is drawn and the husband solves the mystery of his fascination that the mystery is blown and neither party can ever truly be happy.”
Beverly spoke up, “You say this as if you speak from experience.”
Clark responded, “Only those of us who have solved the mystery could truly attest to it. Therefore, it is best to be blissfully unaware of the formula of life I’ve described to you and regard it solely to the case of your missing sister. You say your sister was soon to be married?”
“Yes, a lovely if peculiar young man.”
“He seemed very happy to court Cecily but had refused to ask our father for her hand in marriage.”
“As if he knew ahead of time that he would refuse?”
“Very much so, but they were so in love that Cecily had threatened that she was going to elope with him.”
“And the only reason you know that Cecily is missing is because of this ransom note asking for $1 Million which could only be paid for by your father.”
“Yes, but my sister would never go along with such a conspiracy.”
“I suspect she would and that’s why you’re in trouble.”
Clark quickly devised a plan and asked Beverly for her cooperation. The ransom note had demanded that Beverly meet the kidnappers at Cecily’s uptown apartment with the cash. Clark knew that would have been the death of her.
Hours later Clark found himself in a lavish upscale Manhattan apartment. There seemed to be mirrors everywhere to amplify the size of the space. It was dark but he wasn’t alone. Despite his objections for her safety. Beverly insisted that she come along with him. Clark agreed as long as she agreed to stay out of sight. He found a closet nearby where both of them hid. They’re cover didn’t last long. Soon they were discovered and a fire fight ensued. Clark and Beverly took cover behind on upturned table as Cecicly’s lover fired his pistol. It was just as Clark thought. They were planning to kill Beverly, take the money and leave her body to be found and mistaken for her sister’s. That hadn’t planned on Beverly bringing Clark along with her. Clark seized the advantage when the round of shots halted, ignored the pounding thunder that echoed in his ears. He swung from behind the overturned table, fired his revolver, and sighed a sigh of relief when the thump of the man’s body hit the ground. Outside the foyer a muffled cry struggled not to be heard. Seconds later a woman appeared running towards Henry Collins’ body.
“You killed him! You ruined everything, both of you!” Cecily screamed with utter contempt.
Clark looked at her face, the exact duplicate of Beverly’s and pondered for a minute. Cecily was bedazzled in jewels and had thrown off an elegant ermine muff just before she reached the body. She had lived a privileged life and it could be presumed that she colluded with this man to strike out on her own without the burden of caring for her father. She spared no thought for her sister. It had been obvious that she had duped Beverly all along. Beverly, with tears streaming from her beautiful eyes crawled out from behind the table. Cecily’s eyes reddened with rage until she uncontrollably screamed, ”You had everything!!!!”
Confused, Beverly sobbed, “You grew up in wealth.”
“But I had father to deal with. There’s no amount of money that could make up for that. This was my chance to get away and live on my terms.”
Clark interjected lowering his gun, “Beverly indeed has a quality that you never possessed. She lacks the trait of beguilement. You and all women like you have that trait in spades. It’s what got your lover killed and it’s what deceived your sister. Indeed, I fear you have broken two hearts today, young lady.”
Beverly listened intently to Clark’s words. His words pierced into her very heart, and she turned looked at him and thought perhaps she could love this man. Perhaps she could say something to Clark that would demonstrate her appreciation for solving the immediate matter at hand so efficiently, but most of all she wanted him to be wrong and she wanted to prove that he was wrong. She wanted to show him that he spoke in generalities and that human nature was so much more complex than he gave it credit for. Then, she glanced back at Cecily and felt Cecily’s rage pierce through her heart and she became saddened. She was saddened because she had just lost her sister, her only remaining family. She was saddened to think of the loss of not having grown up with Cecily living apart, not doing what sisters do together. She imagined all the esoteric laughter that they never shared as girls, all her childhood running in the field that could have taken place with Cecily by her side. She missed the fact that they would never get to talk about boys or help each other get dressed for parties or big dates. None of that ever happened and now none of it ever would. Staring into Cecily’s eyes, all she saw was darkness and then a shiver went up her spine as she pulled her eyes away. She rested her gaze once again on Clark beside her and imagined a life with him and saw only loneliness, anguish, and despair. In the space of a few minutes, Beverly acknowledged to herself that she lost more than a sister. She’ll soon lose a man who truly saw her for who she is as well.
Summer ended and with its passing came a slew of new cases. It was as if Beverly’s case had opened up the floodgates. Clark was cast in the positive light in the papers and now the office buzzed daily with the kind of lively commotion that had seemed improbable just weeks ago. Still, Clark thought of Beverly each day and debated the prospect of walking over to the gift shop in the Empire State Building with some flowers or some other courting gesture. Indeed, after allowing for an extended lunch break Clark White excused himself as he walked passed Barbara to begin his exit from the building when Clara, his estranged wife appeared in the archway. Her face timidly beckoned to him and Clark recognized all the familiar trappings. He recognized the unwitting guile of the woman, but after an instant he couldn’t resist. He grabbed Clara by the arm, kissed her and told her he was excited to have her back. Later on in bed as he stared at the ceiling he thought of Beverly and how undeserving he was of her. The mystery behind that lovely face would have to remain for someone else to solve and who ever that lucky man happened to be, Clark knew he’d never measure up. Clark turned, kissed his wife as she lay sleeping, and dreamed a dreamless sleep, yet when he awoke the following morning the firmly planted image of Beverly remained warded in his mind where it would forever remain.